older newest email profile guestbook poodesigns diaryland
02.10.03 : 11:29 am

sweetheart,

i love you. i love everything about you, inside and out. from your dazzling blue eyes and holdable hands, to your quirky sense of humor and your firm views. i love all that makes you you.

sometimes, i take the love we share for granted. i know i love you, you know i love you, i know you love me, and so on... and i forget to give you the quick kiss in passing. the smile from across the room. the spontaneous hug.

i know you're not complaining. i do a pretty good job of being affectionate, and i often go out of my way to show you the many ways in which i care.

i just feel sometimes, like now, that i'm capable of so much more. sometimes i feel guilty when you're not smiling, even though i know i'm not the reason. i feel like i should be able to fix whatever is wrong; i should be the one to put a smile on your face. and sometimes, i am.

other times, the situation is beyond my reach. but i've learned that that's part of love too. to be supportive, yet silent, and let you find a smile on your own.

love isn't only about giving. you take some, too. give and take. that's why love is so crazy. because you have to learn the art of when to be the one giving, and when to step out and take.

i think we've done a pretty good job of mastering that art. i'll admit, i could be biased. but i'm happy. and by all indications, you are too. and that's got to mean we're doing something right.

but i still don't think i shoot you enough flirtatious grins. i don't look at you with bedroom eyes nearly as often as i could. i need giggle more and let you know that while you are my bestfriend, you're more than that too.

i give you a lot of kisses, but do i give you enough kisses?

i'll think the answer to that will always be no. i could never give you enough kisses.

... because i love you thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much.

always, jen

any thoughts? (0)����������������