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09.24.02 : 10:51 pm

gary came over last night and it was really good to see him, especially since rob and i hadn't seen him in over a month.

i love gary. we have a really long and tangled history together, and i love him all the more for it. i think it's great that i'm super good friends with my boyfriends best friend. what's more, i'm happy that rob is happy about it.

so often i have people say to me, ``rob doesn't mind...?`` about this, that, or the other. as in, ``rob doesn't mind that you and gary e-mail each other?`` or, ``rob doesn't mind that you guys hug each other?``

um, no. he doesn't. and why should he? it's so sad that what seems like 90% of the population has no concept of trust and love.

i just don't understand how people can live lives consumed in jealously, suspicion, and/or drama.

oh, well. i guess as long as the people who matter to me in life do know what it's like to trust someone, i won't complain. *smiles*

so yeah, it was awesome to see gary. he, rob and i have plans for a bbq friday night and who knows what saturday. i'm looking forward to it.

i promised the boys i'd throw back a few drinks with them. now, that may not seem like a big deal to you, so let me provide a little background info. i'll start by saying this: i have an incredibly high alcohol tolerance - so much so that i've taken 14 shots of tequila, coupled with a half dozen other drinks, all with no effect. i've been ``drunk`` no more than three times in my twenty-two years. i just don't see that point in it really. and because it takes so much booze to get me tipsy, it takes all the fun out of it. so generally i don't drink. at all. i don't harbor the desire to do so. i haven't had an alcoholic beverage in i don't know how long, but it's been a while. so know that you know that, you can probably better understand the boys' reaction of, ``really!?!!`` *g*

i think they're more excited about seeing me have a drink, than about the damn bbq. *l* silly rabbit, trix are for kids.

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