so we didn't end up going to mikes bbq after all. it's a two hour drive in good traffic, and the bbq began at noon, and rob didn't even wake up until a quarter past noon, and traffic wasn't good anyway. so yeah. another day at home. and for a while i felt kind of restless, like i really needed to get out and go do something. something other than be at home. and then i realized that i did something away from home yesterday so i guess it's a good idea to relax at home today since the following week i have more than enough errands to run, and thus won't have all the time in the world to relax.

yeah.

rob did his first ride-along in an ambulance yesterday. he got to be in it when they turned the sirens on and drove really fast and everything.

i'm kind of envious of him, but at the same time incredibly proud. i'm so happy that he's found something he's interested in, and is good at, and it'll make him decent cash to boot. but like i said, i'm kind of envious too. not because i want to do what he's doing... but because i haven't found my ideal now-job yet. i mean, yes, i'm going to be a teacher. but that's not now. so i need a now-job. and i'm tired of retail; i don't like the type of environment where your boss is standing over your shoulder. so...? the things i want to do, i'm not qualified for yet. and while our school does offer a course to be an emt, it doesn't offer a course to be a dog trainer. or a photographer. or anything else i'm incredibly interested in.

i'm due for some good karma to swing back my way tho, so i'll just keep on keepin' on. *smiles*

and um... i guess i don't have much else to say really. i suddenly feel sleepy and i think a nap is in order.

oh, but could anyone tell me why my archives aren't showing up after the 17th or some such? is it a system thing, or is it just me?

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